Don't Compare Your Life With Others

It is too normal when people being jealous over his/her friends superior. I'm gonna go like, "Bestnya kau dah masuk U semua, I wish I got the chance too", Monolog: "Why why why senang senang je kau dapat masuk u eh, aku ni nak jugak oh", "Kau pandai, aku ni apa je la nak dibandingkan dengan kau" *koyak kertas*. It is a really true story. I could feel the pain inside this small heart when my mama did compare me with her friends sons/daughters. And i don't like it. I am being me. I am not as good as her. I am stupid/dumb. I am not a good daughter at all like her. Those negatives thoughts were playing on my mind.

Okay, lets stop this. Things not gonna change. I am the one who need to change to a better person after all. 

So, i am in the jungle of the fish struggling to choose a good course and universities. I am wondering whether it is better to choose DIPLOMA or ASASI or MATRIKULASI.

Dentistry is my heart and soul. And I'm too confuse again about choosing between dentistry and Medic. But this heart are DEFINITELY IN LOVE WITH DENTISTRY. But my mind said, "Mira seronok ke kau nak belajar pasal gigi manusia ni selama 3-4 tahun? Think it wisely". As a result, look what i've done with the upu application form. 

Jyeah, it is clean. I mean TOO CLEAN. Let left it out for about another few days until i made up my decision.

It is really confusing.. 

Till then, XOXO Miraaaaaaa