So last night oh its morning MAYBE, around 2.45 a.m i unaccidently wake up with this very surprised and agitated heart beating; the worst nightmare of my entire life. The dream was too extremely shocking me. It was about my SPM RESULT ---> i did only score 4A, 4B and 2C jhdjsjdnsmdkshf i dont know what happen to me. I feel like crying in le dream and ended up crying in real life too as i opened up my eyes. The tears rolling down on my cheeks. I couldn't imagine if that could really happen.
Due to the unstable emotions, I called my mum but no answer ((she's on her KURSUS)) and thinking of telling Abah bout the dream but he seems to tired n i don't wanna wake him up. So i just keep on spamming the timeline and i'm glad Fatin Husna and Amnani Amir were there helping me to calm myself.
Yang paling tak boleh blah tu, dalam mimpi tu slip result dia bukan macam slip result spm yang biasa. Dia slip yang mcm dah kene lipat kecil2 and siap ada orang conteng hahaha. Cikgu yang bagi result pun cikgu SMKSU ((i miss them)). Aku da tengok result//nangis//then bru teringat nak check balik apa yang dapat B and C tu. Dalam mimpi pun dah fikir mcm mana nak ambik course elok kalau result mcm tu hdhfjnnf.
Those jumble of feelings stuck on my chest. Maybe i did......... over-thinking about the result. The consequences of the dream is too BAD booo tp myself. I keep on imagining whether that was a reality or just a fantasy. I'm just hoping to score well and trying hard//praying to be strong on that day to face any possibilities. Amin. Goodluck to the batch 95's all around Malaysia.
