I am done trying.

Well. Exactly. This is the feeling that I've feel last 2012. And it comes back. Haunting me. Please I wanna get rid of this jhdslcdkvbjdfmlsfklf feelings. I don't know whether it can be catogerised as cheating cuz i don't have any serious relationship tbh. But could u please stop saying that

"I don't wanna lose you and seeing u with anybody else"

and just say.....

 "Please leave me"

I guess it is too normal if a girl getting jiggy and max jealousy mode if she knows that her crush texting with his own best friend which is a girl too. "Sekurang-kurangnya __________ jujur." HA HA HA HA HA  that is so nice of you being honest. 

Gila apa kalau lelaki kite suka tibe tibe ignoring kite sehabis baik sopan santun ikhlas amanah yang mungkin and at the same time, reveal his good side by saying that I'M JUST TEXTING WITH MY FRIEND, ____________ tapi takde la sampai bla bla bla...... 

P/s: 

Its funny how you walked into my life was just how easily you walked out my life. 

Thanks a lot for that. 

Don't Compare Your Life With Others

It is too normal when people being jealous over his/her friends superior. I'm gonna go like, "Bestnya kau dah masuk U semua, I wish I got the chance too", Monolog: "Why why why senang senang je kau dapat masuk u eh, aku ni nak jugak oh", "Kau pandai, aku ni apa je la nak dibandingkan dengan kau" *koyak kertas*. It is a really true story. I could feel the pain inside this small heart when my mama did compare me with her friends sons/daughters. And i don't like it. I am being me. I am not as good as her. I am stupid/dumb. I am not a good daughter at all like her. Those negatives thoughts were playing on my mind.

Okay, lets stop this. Things not gonna change. I am the one who need to change to a better person after all. 

So, i am in the jungle of the fish struggling to choose a good course and universities. I am wondering whether it is better to choose DIPLOMA or ASASI or MATRIKULASI.

Dentistry is my heart and soul. And I'm too confuse again about choosing between dentistry and Medic. But this heart are DEFINITELY IN LOVE WITH DENTISTRY. But my mind said, "Mira seronok ke kau nak belajar pasal gigi manusia ni selama 3-4 tahun? Think it wisely". As a result, look what i've done with the upu application form. 

Jyeah, it is clean. I mean TOO CLEAN. Let left it out for about another few days until i made up my decision.

It is really confusing.. 

Till then, XOXO Miraaaaaaa 

An Alien

Sometimes when my mind is not on the mood to answer any questions, just... Let Anything In My Mind Burst Out.

Don't Judge Me Because I am Quiet

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh~
How was your day? Everything is alright? Alhamdulillah. This is the first day of 2013, 1/1/2013. Grant me the good things for this year. Amin.

I am so so so QUIET. Especially when I was in Tun Syed. I could only speak-out-loud with Maryam, Tasya, Nelisa, Amnani, Affani, Shadela, 2D4's and Bestarianss. Those people help me to go through the BAD situation and helping my ups and downs. I was wondering whether this is me? Amira who known as someone yang gila mereng tahap kambing muda dan comel tetibe jadi someone yang "........... KRIK KRIK........" I rarely talk a lot there.

"There comes a point when you have to realize that you'll never be good enough for some people. But that's not your problems"

• Hello, i am annoyed with you too, please. 

Ok, this is what happened to me and Saujanarians this morning. I wake up around 6.30 a.m, perform my Subuh prayer and wash up. Suddenly Abah opened up my door and say

Abah: Yaya, hurry up. Hari ni breakfast dekat Mak Tom (a restaurant)  

Me: Oh, okay okay *nodded* 

Monolog Dalaman (Me): Ya Allah, it is 8 a.m and Abah dah nak breakfat. Ugh malasnyaa nak bangun.

But anyway and anyhow, I still change my clothes and heading to the restaurant with ma familyzz and mok tokss. Aku siap ambik satu pinggan penuh dengan nasi lemak, and a few pieces of potato *dengan penuh rasa bangga dan seronok*. Tengah tengah makan tu, then ........ "DUSH DUSH". I was like, eh barang apa pulak ni jatuh pagi pagi macam ni -.- And the whole family was like: Yaya mengarut gilaaa. Itu bunyi accident la! I unconsciously tetibe tergelak. Hahaha. Both of the car memang hancur and remuk. Pity for them as both of the owner of the car were rushing to the primary school for year one's registration. Mungkin dah takdir diorang macam tu...

Yes, this evening i'm gonna meet my loves. Rindunyaa dekat korang *hugkisshugkiss* Update later. Buhbyebyebyeee. Salam.