Hati wanitaku berkata

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Jiwang habis kan title tu. Hahahaha semua perasaan//hati//feeling//cinta//sedih//gembira//emosi lain hati ku ini akan terungkai melalui video ini. Selamat menjamu mata dengan keindahan perasaan wanita dan juga lelaki hehe n.n

Kak Heliza cantik sangat. Mana tak cair hati lelaki. Hahaha. If only i could.....efdhfjefmlexvzz lupakan. Brother dua orang tu pun sebenarnya menunjukkan apa yang lelaki rasa//fikir//keinginan//kemahuan//dll. Cuba la untuk mengenal lelaki ((walaupun kite tak berapa nak boleh)) hahaha. Brother sorang tu siap ada tanda kat dahi. Salute laaaa. Faham faham la maksudnya kan. Alhamdulillah masih ada lagi lelaki seperti ini. 

Matlamat kita ((wanita)): 

• Mencari yang handsome dan soleh. Tapi dekat mana nak cari? Hahahaha. *This is how i feel*
• Nak cari orang baik kene la cari kat tempat dan persekitaran yang baik. Baru la peluang nak jumpa lelaki idaman tu lebih cerah hahaha.
• Lelaki yang tinggi, tegap, berpersonaliti kemas, bersih dan wangi *opss my heart shaking lol*

Time lagu sleeq keluar terus rasa nak menari dan menyanyi *uuu yaayaa uuu yaaaa eh* haha. 

Untuk yang lebih lanjut, search for the videos on youtube. Dah banyak episode yang ada. Believes me. It suits your heart and soul. Open new tab faster faster and faster people.

Assalmualaikum.

Road Trip to Tun Syed 2011//2012

Assalamualaikum. So today i decided to upload all of the pictures that i STILL had. It may looks like a little bit cheesy or what but i don't wanna print the photos cuz i know that i'll lose it. Pity me.

Some people need time to get along with the new environment  So do me. Being transferred to SMS Tun Syed Syeh Shahabudin isn't what i plan about. There were too many ups and downs that I've faced there. Too many laugh, too many tears, too many giggles, too many thoughts and too many over-thinking probably. Public phone aspuri menjadi saksinya ha ha ha lawak sangat.

I still remember the first day i stepped into soksek. It was on 28th of February 2011 and Mastika was the one who's guiding me. It was weird when you can see the seniorzz were eyes you; i mean 'the new students' not me lol, from their classes and its too zdvshdbjfue. Joining Nilam sport's team ((Oh hebat, oh oh hebat hebat lol)) and being "stored" in Dorm 3C1 and 2D4. 3C1'11 and 2D4'12 were the dorms where it's too full with memory and happiness with students from all over Malaysia were kept as one. Different than other dorms that were mixing up //2011// with the old and new students which give us a big advantage to get along and knowing each other well hehehe.

Some of the memories below were the time when we're having this International Programme with Thailand's student from Dechapattayanayukul school if i was not mistaken ((sorry if the spelling is incorrect)) of course in Thailand wait i dont have the pictures of us with the Thailands. Sigh.

/aiman ad/ the junior//

Gambar ni je yang ada harap maklum hehe. Semua gambar dalam bas pulak. Hahaha.

And...... this are maaa classmateeesss yuhuuuu. 4 Bestari and 5 Bestari we conquer it all!!!!!

syahmi, choin, rezza, omar, fidos, aris, akmal fadzli, fidos, butek, mad go, nani, shadel, fani, milah, leha, auni, ecah, kak bay, cik wan, lyana natasha, aimi, che pah, farah, zee, fatinah, ain and me. 

27 hearts being one. Siap ada gaduh dengan classmates sendiri tapi yang paling best; Dua tahun berturut turut tak pernah tak join Hari Koperasi wuuuu *clap clap* and menang Kelas Tercantik Terceria Terbersih and sorta n.n

OMJ please jangan bash kami k k k but this is what we are actually doing in le class hahaha

Nilam timeeeeeeee!!! and yeayyy!!! we did it. Setelah sekian lama tak menang, akhirnya nilam berjaya jugak jadi JOHANNNNNNN sumpah best gila time menang tu dapat jerit jerit satu rumah gembira gila nak terkench hahaha.

The weirdest 'waves' evaaaa hahaha tu yang menang perbarisan tu yeahh

The most talented//renowned//handsome Physics' teacher in le world. Cikgu Wahidd.
Teringat teknik londeh//tengok bawah//naik rumah hahaha

Nilam the champion of the year 2012 Alhamdulillah yeayy

Twenty years from now, i am gonna look back and remember that you were that person who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words; that person who lifted my head when i lose faith in myself ; that person who carried tears on their shoulders after every fights, every break ups, that person who accepted any decision that i made, that person that made biggest different in my life.... my best friends.
Credit to: tumblr

Mimpi Bahaya

Assalamualaikum so this is the second post of the day haha nampak tak tahap kebosanan aku kat situ. I dont think that you guyzz should take a look at this post cuz i'm gonna start posting photos i mean; gambar syok sendiri. So please go awei please.

So last night oh its morning MAYBE, around 2.45 a.m i unaccidently wake up with this very surprised and agitated heart beating; the worst nightmare of my entire life. The dream was too extremely shocking me. It was about my SPM RESULT ---> i did only score 4A, 4B and 2C jhdjsjdnsmdkshf i dont know what happen to me. I feel like crying in le dream and ended up crying in real life too as i opened up my eyes. The tears rolling down on my cheeks. I couldn't imagine if that could really happen.

Due to the unstable emotions, I called my mum but no answer ((she's on her KURSUS)) and thinking of telling Abah bout the dream but he seems to tired n i don't wanna wake him up. So i just keep on spamming the timeline and i'm glad Fatin Husna and Amnani Amir were there helping me to calm myself.

 There are a lot of "what if" on my mind. What if i do score something like that? What if i cant even taking the dentistry course, what if, what if, what if and etc.

Yang paling tak boleh blah tu, dalam mimpi tu slip result dia bukan macam slip result spm yang biasa. Dia slip yang mcm dah kene lipat kecil2 and siap ada orang conteng hahaha. Cikgu yang bagi result pun cikgu SMKSU ((i miss them)). Aku da tengok result//nangis//then bru teringat nak check balik apa yang dapat B and C tu. Dalam mimpi pun dah fikir mcm mana nak ambik course elok kalau result mcm tu hdhfjnnf.

Those jumble of feelings stuck on my chest. Maybe i did......... over-thinking about the result. The consequences of the dream is too BAD booo tp myself. I keep on imagining whether that was a reality or just a fantasy. I'm just hoping to score well and trying hard//praying to be strong on that day to face any possibilities. Amin. Goodluck to the batch 95's all around Malaysia. 

Pura pura sahaja apabila kamu bercinta

Assalamualaikum. 

This is such a good inspirational video for me. 

Dear stress, lets break up

Post di bawah dalam keadaan ngeri sedih kecewa jangan baca ((eventhough I'm the only one yang akan baca post sendiri)) thats pretty good cuz i need privacy and i can have it here.

Assalamualaikum and hye hai hello peace whatsapp manusia in the universe *Ayat nak rojak BM BI habis tu*

Lately i've been struggling with myself over some big things in my life. It was too depressing and i hate when the pimple started to be part of myself due to this problems.

"Amira, your SPM's result is on 20th March, right?" I just want some people to stop the countdown so i can rest in peace everyday oh please friends. Sometimes i did think too much about it. Now... in this current situation, i can only imagine the mistakes that i make in all those papers and its TOO clear on my mind compared to the "Boleh laaa's questions. Boleh la doesnt mean that i can answer it all. Lumrah pelajar Mira. You need to overcome it cuz sooner or later, the day will come and there's nothing you can do to hide the scores ;A:

People can say "Alaaa relax la" but they dont know the suffer i had within myself. I just hope that i could success. Memang la semua orang nak straight A's kan, but i keep on motivates myself to endure the pain IF i didnt get the chances to score well in SPM. Perjalanan masih jauh, banyak lagi perlu ditempuh and the road to be a dentist is not as simple as i think cuz I KNOW I NEED to face many obstacles to be one of them. Pray to Allah supaya segala urusan di dunia dan di akhirat dipermudahkan oleh Nya.

So note of the day to dear myself; 

WHAT EVER YOU DECIDES TO DO, MAKE SURE THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HAPPY AND SMILING

This cheeks going to be bigger than this don't shock dghxgsbxjndjch

Toodles xoxo <3

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh muslimin dan muslimat.